Nostalgia and Heartache

I started watching the series Felicity, starring Keri Russell, last night. Have you seen it? It came out when I was 17/18. As I watch I feel like a teenager again lol. Is that normal? When I emerge from the nostalgia however, I feel sad. Sad because of who I am – a 35 year old…

Tired

Empty heart full of pain, Tired of my migraine brain. Boom, Boom, Boom, It goes, Even wakes me from a doze. Fight back pity, Fight back tears, This is my life, Year after year. Just so TIRED…(sigh) – Skylar

Riding The Coaster Again!

Today I’m in tolerable pain, but still not able to write…about hope. I feel as if the migraine, that’s still ravaging me, sucked the life out of me and is still draining whatever’s left. I’m just not in the frame of mind to write about hope. I just don’t feel very hopeful at all. Despite that,…

Creeping Back into the Darkness

Creep, creep, creep, Out of the darkness, Only to fall victim to the sun’s beautiful rays. Creep, creep, creep, Out of the quiet, Where blood vessels are violently strummed by the most lilting sounds. Creep, creep, creep, Out of the scent free zone, To be viciously smothered by delightful fragrances. Creep, creep, creep, Back into the darkness,…

What do you do?

What do you do … when the life you live is not the one you dreamed of? when you wake up everyday dissatisfied, disillusioned and frustrated? What do you do … when you realise things aren’t going to change? when you know you have to accept what’s so hard to embrace? What do you do…