I Cry When I’m Alone

I smile through depression, Laugh when I’m empty, And cry when I’m alone. I’m always…but never, “Fine”, “Better,” but deeply depressed, And I cry when I’m alone. I exude confidence; yet it eludes me. Comfort; but long to be comforted, And I cry when I’m alone. I’m a reclusive, self-hating, fraud! … that’s why … I…